"With my very poor prognosis, I don't know what the future holds. But I am super excited about having my belated 40th party. Dreaming about it whilst undergoing treatment helped me cope and have something to look forward to! This dream is really important to me as I finished chemo a few days before my 40th, so was too unwell to properly celebrate.

I love music and dancing and life, and I want my party to be a celebration of this! I don't want my biggest party to be my funeral! I see this a bit as my living wake, and as a thank you to my friends and family who supported me through this horrific journey."  Caitlin